Blocked Sexual Energy
"Since the pleasure current in the life force primarily manifests itself in your life in what is referred to as sexuality, destructive , blocked energy contains blocked sexual energy. It follows that outer problems must be symbolic or representative of how sexual energy was first blocked by outer conditions... Therefore, every difficult situation in life represents a sexual fixation in the innermost psyche that you fear and run away from. Because you do not face up to this and continue to live with it, the outer conditions become unresolvable; you become more and more alienated from the inner cause where it is still enlivened by the pleasure aspect.
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I have often mentioned that in your most secret sexual fantasies lie the secrets of your conflicts, as well as the key to their resolution. When you find the parallel between the outer problem and the pleasure current in your sexuality, you will be able to make the frozen energy fluid again.
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"Total pleasure is feared for a very important reason: the pleasure supreme of the cosmic energy current must seem unbearable, frightening, overwhelming, and almost annihilating when the personality is still geared to negativity and destructiveness. To put it differently, to the degree that the personality has impaired its integrity, and impurity, dishonesty, cheating, and malice still exist int he psyche, pure pleasure must be rejected. hence the negative pleasure is the only way the entity can experience a modicum of pleasure at all...you must ask yourself, "Where am I not honest with life or with myself? Where do I cheat? Where do I impair my integrity?"
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When you find where you violate your sense of decency and honesty, you can unlock the door which has closed your access to transforming the negative pleasure and forced you to reject pleasure that is unhampered by pain."
-Eva Pierrakos
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